Dear Motherfucker,

Why do you constantly treat your girl friend as shit? Don’t you think that having her by your side and loving you unconditionally even though you’re an ass wipe is enough? She accepted the whole you and didn’t hesitate to stay with you. Your girl friend doesn’t deserve to be treated that way; and you don’t deserve to have a girl like her. They’re worth it and they need to be treated as if they are princesses. You don’t have to lay your hands on them. Your mother is also a woman, what would you do if you knew that your father is abusing your mother? Won’t you feel bad you dickhead? Your girl friend won’t love and stick with you forever. She’ll get tired of your bullshit and once she realized that it is enough, she’ll leave you without no hesitation. And you’ll look for her, cause no one will ever stick with you through all your shitness, and no one will love you unconditionally just the way she did. So appreciate your boo right now and go fuck yourself.

Sincerely,
Anti-you

It’s been 3 years since I last visited my Tumblr page. I don’t know the reason why all of the sudden, at this very hour of the night, I’ve decided to open it. Maybe because, I’ve missed it. It was a part of my adolescent stage. Every morning, afternoon, and night I would sit in front of my desktop and scroll, reblog, and like all of the posts I found attractive in the site. It was the one thing that took all of my boredom away. I was not productive way back then because I was very addicted to Tumblr and chose not to go outside my room or the house but just stayed in because I enjoying blogging.

Visiting my Tumblr page right now just made my day worse. Worse, for I realized how good my life was back then compare to now, where I am independent and doesn’t have any time for scrolling and blogging. I didn’t expect to be where I am right now. I am already earning for myself and living with an asshole boyfriend. I miss my family, I miss being taken care off, I miss being loved, I miss being stress free. I miss the times where I have all the time just to do nothing and browse the internet. I miss having an allowance where I didn’t have to pay a single cent for my living. I miss my life way back then.

My 2009 tumblr page just made me realized how good my life was. It brought back all the memories. I can still picture myself reblogging all the photos I can see in my page right now.

Ahhh, how I miss everything… And most specially, I miss you, Eugene. I have not yet moved on, it’s been 3 years since we broke up, and I still remember you. You’re the only person I have blogged about besides fashion. I miss you, even though I’m currently with someone right now, I still miss you.

Thank you Tumblr, for keeping the memories I almost forgot.

(This is one hell of a random post. I just missed Tumblr way too much.)